Saturday, February 28, 2015

Everyday Objects: Quilt

Thanks to everyone who read and commented on my last post - I appreciate the input! :)

Continuing my foray into photography and everyday objects ... here's one of my paternal grandmother's quilts ... drying in my kitchen.

 It's an heirloom piece, yes, but I believe that things are made to be used.  So it goes on my bed, and consequently gets covered in cat hair.  So, it goes in the washing machine, just like it did when it still lived with my grandma. :)

Behind it, my living room:

And today's weather...typical for the season in Orléans:

Have a great weekend, everybody!

Sunday, February 15, 2015

On Not Having a Plan...

I like the Colette Wardrobe Architect series, but it's much too structured for me.  Printing out worksheets and such-like...reminds me of work.  But I have been thinking about my style recently and suddenly I found myself clearing out my dresser drawers.

I'm somewhat surprised to find that even things I bought as recently as last summer are turning me off.  I think I'm in a transitional period...much like my age, or my life in general for that matter!  So things I bought last summer are suddenly looking a little too gamine...

I haven't gotten rid of those things yet.  So far I've allowed myself only to donate stuff that I have had for at least 5 years and that I wear a maximum of 3 times a year.  In reality I think I've had the stuff for closer to 10 years and I wear them once a year!  They are looking faded and - while serviceable - they don't inspire me.  So I'm giving them away so maybe they will inspire someone else...or at the least, be useful, which they definitely are not just sitting in the drawer.

This whole process of letting go of some long term companions (clothes) has led me to think about the concept of courage.  I say this process, but really that's just the tip of the iceberg.  I should say that my recent divorce and other drama has brought me to this, but the clothes thing has contributed, and this is a sewing blog, we are.

Anyhow, I've been thinking about the courage of letting go.  And of just saying "no, I'm not okay with that, I don't agree and I'm not going to do it.

And this also brings me to the topic of being authentic.  We all cultivate an image...consciously or not.  I know I censure the heck out of myself on this blog, otherwise every other word would be a curse word for some posts.  But I have to ask myself why I do that.  Why do I try to soften the edges?  I suppose that's part of living in a society...the very bread and butter of being social.  If we all went around expressing our emotions at level 10 all of the time...well, frankly I don't know what would happen.

It's a fine line, trying to balance "being yourself" and respecting other people.  Because if being yourself means being a total #@!hole and constantly putting your needs first...I suppose that's the ultimate in "selfness"... and then we just end up with ourselves.  So, because most of us don't want to be socially isolated, we make an effort to compromise and yet not f*&k ourselves over at the same time.  It's a fine line, I tell you, and I find it's a problem that even occurs in blogging!  Because blogging is social.

Whew, I feel better now.

So, getting back to the vestment divestment...I'm letting go of these clothes, even though I like them and have fond memories of activities I did in them, or of the people who gifted them to me.  I'm letting go because they are taking up space and I don't use them anymore.  And I'll still have the memories without the objects.

En revanche, I would really like to start sewing again and I'm cooking up some ideas to fill in the gaps...and maybe help me participate in Me-Made-May again this year.  So, stay tuned, if that floats your boat. ;)

Friday, January 30, 2015

Wearing the Beignet

For those of you who may have visited my blog in the past 30 days, sorry about the black background!  I thought I was just having loading problems; I didn't realize that I had lost the blog template.  Anyhow, I've replaced the background but I think it's just a temporary fix.  I would prefer something more colorful, but I haven't found exactly what I want yet.

Anyhow, as mentioned in the title, here's my Beignet, finally finished, on the first day I wore it:

One panel is completely hidden because I decided just to overlap the two sides to solve the "skirt is too big" problem.  It's a bit unbalanced, but maybe we can just call it asymmetric.  That's trendy, right?

Smoke effect is for free.  Just ask a smoker to take the picture.

If I were to make another version (unlikely), I believe I would go for a shorter length.  But the high-waist thing is really not for me.  And sewing all those buttonholes, yikes!!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Finished Object: Embroidery + Spreading the Knitting Love

I made a quick trip to the States over the Holidays and I was finally able to hand over the wedding present I had been embroidering.  Unfortunately the frame I chose wasn't the good size, so here's a photo of it hors cadre. :)

And here are the newlyweds themselves practicing their knitting!!

Scarves galore!

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Thanksgiving + Project Updates

Kittens, Thanksgiving has come and gone!  I did a small version this year, but it sure was yummy.  We had roast chicken:

Dressing (a little burnt...wrong oven setting, whoops):

Candied sweet potatoes:

And green beans with onions and Parmesan (eventually):

Ta da!

My food photography skills need some improving, but the food was delicious. :)  No pumpkin pie this year.  The candied yams are plenty sugary and it was just the two of us...

And look, my embroidery project is nearly, nearly done!! It needs to be finished within the next three weeks, so I need to keep my momentum going.

Plus I picked up my knitting needles again, for the first time since May, to start working on the body of the February Fitted pullover.  I messed up a bit during the decreasing/increasing part for the waist, but hopefully it won't show too badly. 

Otherwise, it's a fast and agreeable knit.  Maybe it will even be finished by February (cough, cough!) :)

Hey, what do you think of the new blog background?  I was going for something more autumnal...

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Why I Am a Maker

I haven't let go of those blog hop questions yet...they have stuck to my mind like peanut butter.  And this week I had my last class with my photographer student.  I didn't see her all that much, honestly, because I shared her with another teacher who was her main teacher.  But already the fact that she's no longer a student makes me a little sad.  It's so rare that I have artists as students and it was such a pleasure to be able to discuss with her.  It kindled my making urges. 

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My typical student is a businessman in his 40s...and while that is perfectly fine and is often interesting, those conversations don't create a spark in the same way.  I am keenly missing "my" photographer and "my" journalist students right now.  (Teachers can get proprietary sometimes, when we are attached to a student).

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And, to place all my cards on the table, I personally value art and art-making more than I do trade.  Commerce is important, to be sure, and of course art and commerce have a special relationship too, but I'm not especially interested in the pecuniary aspects of art, but rather, the creative aspects.

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So anyhow, the confluence of these two events - losing my art students and the blog hop - have kept me thinking about the role of art and creation in my life (in the past, present, and future) and why it's important/essential for me.

For one, I think that making something (from conception to realization) makes me feel more anchored in the world.  Like I'm giving something fundamental and not simply reacting.  I feel more secure and real somehow.  I grant you, this is illusory, but the feeling is important.

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Most of my other interests, reading, traveling, movies, etc. are essentially consumer experiences.  I experience things and I learn things and perhaps - especially with traveling - I influence other people's lives, but nevertheless, I don't feel like I am creating with those experiences.  Of course, books, movies, and travel definitely influence what I make further down the road and so are an important part of the process.  I *do* have another passion in which I think I am fundamentally an actor and not a consumer, and that is dance.  My partner and I create the dance; if we don't move, there is no dance.  But dancing is such an immediate, lived experience that it's hard to share on a blog. And I think I experience it and conceive of it differently than I do my other creations because it is easier to see that it is fundamentally ephemeral...

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Making something (or altering something) seems to create a fundamental shift in the fabric of the universe...putting something there that wasn't there before.  And through this act I feel that my presence has more substance.  I suppose this is sometimes why people have babies...but then again, what do I know?

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So, fundamentally, why do I create anything?  To say that I'm here and that I matter, and to say, this is how I see the world right now, in this space, in this moment.

The photos sprinkled throughout this post are taken from my kitchen window, looking toward the cathedral.  I haven't retouched them in any way, not even cropping.  It's just a view from my kitchen window or an object that I find beautiful.  And, of course, a cat photo-bombed my shoot, for so much the better. ;)  I also placed the photos in the order that I took the earliest in the series is featured first in this blog post.

Friday, October 24, 2014

Blog Hop: Why do I do it?

Helena from was kind enough to invite me to participate in this blog hop a few weeks (??) ago and I'm taking advantage of a(n) (unusual) day off to finally do it!!

I have loved reading every one's thoughts about their creative processes, both for blogging and sewing/crafting/making art.  It offers a different perspective into people's personalities.  And it reminds me of a conversation I had yesterday with one of my students.  She is a professional photographer who has recently gone back to study photography as a fine art (rather than as an 'applied art,' which is her original degree) and as part of that process, she has to write an artist's statement describing her work and motivations, intentions, etc.  She said she had never really thought about it before, she just did it because she feels most comfortable, most herself, with a camera.  And then we had a really lovely two-hour conversation about her approach and why she doesn't call still-lifes, still-lifes, but rather, portraits of objects. :)

Anyhow, I digress, but only a little.  I haven't thought so much about why I blog or make things, but I'll try to find an answer (justification?).

Parc Floral, Orleans, 2011.
 Question 1: Why do you write and make stuff?

I started blogging when I was only working part-time and I really wanted to connect with people who were making things with textiles, either sewing or knitting or anything really.  I was inspired by reading blogs and I wanted to join that conversation.

Why do I write in general?  I write because I breathe, I imagine.  But my blog writing is a very special category of writing, and I hesitate to say it, but I think my blog writing is rather sterile compared to my other types of writing.  For some reason I dampen a lot of my personality on my blog...fear of too much exposure perhaps?

So why do I make stuff then, sewing and such-like?  I realize that my blog is much more of a craft blog than a sewing blog; I'm a mediocre seamstress at best.  I really enjoy embroidery and knitting much more than sewing.  I like the finished products of sewing, but the process is more stressful to me.  It seems more about math with rules and order, whereas embroidery and knitting seem more organic, whatever that means.  I feel freer to adapt and change and invent when I knit or embroider.  But I love playing with colors and textures and I think that's why I craft in general.

Question 2:  What is your writing / creative process?

I basically wait until the spirit moves me.  And then I just go with the flow.  I have tried (and still try sometimes) to sew with a plan, to be practical regarding my wardrobe needs, but I am generally only 50% successful there because, ultimately, I make stuff 'cuz I want to and not 'cuz I should.  I think I need to give myself that creative space to just do whatever and stop trying to be organized.

This applies to my writing as well. ;)

Question 3: How does your blog differ from others in its genre?

Yeah...I don't think it does unless you consider being a little slow and lackluster sometimes as differing.  Otherwise, I think it's a typical sew-and-show blog.

Question 4: How do you keep motivated to blog?

I am motivated to blog when I read my blog-friends' posts.  I am always inspired by what people share.  Also, just being in nature or in town, noticing beautiful or intriguing things around me inspires me to blog.  I blog if and when I have time, but if I had more of that, then I would blog more often. :)

Question 5: What are you working on right now?

The only craft project I am actively working on right now is cross-stitch, destined to be a present for some special people, and long, long overdue.

Otherwise, I am constantly working on things in my head.  Does that count?

Anglet, France, 2011.
 Now, I believe I am supposed to invite two bloggers to share their thoughts on their process, etc.  I would really like to know more about the inspiration behind these two blogs: and  Looking forward to hearing from you two, if that floats your boat!! ;)